Thanks for your email.
and youre right. Its time I spent some time nurturing myself.
and trying to understand
Funny thing is, Annette picked it. "Ah... you've got a death wish. We'd better clear that."
So I know my base thoughts. They sit insdie me like lead - too terrible to even write.
The mantra that keeps these energies in place. And I ask myself "What next"?
I can hear the thoughts, Im listening... but I want them to move, to change.
And I hear my wisdom say... "look deeper".

Me: so I dig.